Encouraging day

Today I skipped school as I felt the teacher's method of teaching is not EFFECTIVE, and I can learn more from my tuition with a senior then her for now, my teacher reacted very funny yesterday she called her colleagues and said she very "cake sim" or heart pain as she teach till whole class fail except me , I was like laughing till stomach pain lol........

Tomorrow actually don't have school cuz is teachers' day eve but still have to go as whole class fail test and had to go back take a RETEST....sianzzzz

Anyway skipped school and went to tuition with senior guoxiong....prayed to the LORD today that I may be able to give Him glory in everything I do and also to have build good friendships with people so today was an amazing day..... I spoke to people whom I not tooo close and made new friends :)

Also went to watch starwars with porky, xz , the movie was not bad but the ending was like....huh.....no link.....

So went to simei to eat wtih silvia, met lindis in the bus so we all chatted and I really felt encouraged by GOD to do more in life :)

and also played a bit of bball , in the end went home.

Abit tired........sianzzz so jealous :P of xz , silvia they all tomorrow no school , can go visit teachers and have fun , while I got a test cuz everyone failed except me.........

Hallelujah Praise the LORD

What a weird but refreshing feeling, the day I let GOD down as I got 3rd in class I went back to study the bible and found in genesis when cain let GOD down , GOD infact encouraged him to do even better next time but due to cain's jealousy he killed his own brother....

Anyways I was encouraged and the next day I found out in class test 2 EVERYONE failed....except me.....so logically it means I got top but still it was a humbling experiance...over so many GOD chose me and gave me the ability to do well in that difficult test.

When a person humbles himself GOD will take over and do miraculous things :)

Now I have to study everyday to prepare for the final battle....if things turn out as well as now there is a 100% chance I am going poly by the end of 2010 amen.

Jesus I let You down

Today was a saddening day for me as I have let the LORD down, in my class test I only got 3rd in class which is NOT good enough for giving glory to the LORD, The ironic thing is it was intially a close book exam but last 10 min teacher tell everyone to open book which in the end I did not as I don't have enough time and only refer to notes.

I kept thinking if it was a close book exam will I be 1st??? but in the end the result was I got 76/100, sad that my best is not ENOUGH for GOD.

I suddenly thought back to the GENESIS days, where Able sacrifice the best to the LORD, I felt like cain!!! my best is not enough to give glory to the LORD....

Though I was not jealous as I study for GOD not man, I feel humbled as one of the top was a hardworking girl who studies EVERYDAY at home, and I feel like I am a LAZY SLACKER......I only touch my books in school at home I just watch tv and msn all day.....

I must change this reality to please GOD....FATHER help me!!!

AMEN.....

Hillsong

Henry wanted to know about hillsong and what is it about so I offered to do some research and here are the simplified findings.

Hillsong is basically a church in austrailia sydney.
Hillsong Church currently claims that it is attended by over 20,000 people each week.

It was started by brian and bobbie houstons, the church was in August 1983 with an initial congregation of 45.Within four years it had grown to 900 people and the church was force to move to a warehouse :)

They have many ministries and they hold small group meetings of people (up to 20) to pray or to learn stuff.

The church is well known for its music but there are many controrvesies regarding how they handle their funds and many ministers or well known figures attends the church.

There was even a person who wrote a song on how he won cancer but in the end it was a scam, he did not even got cancer....so they were required to remove his song lol....

Overall not bad lah....

Interesting day

Haha today was certainly a interesting day and Praise the LORD I really learned alot of new stuff...

Went to make my new ezlink and chiong to church , alot of people ask me why I never go fellowship or why I always fellowship with my uncle instead or which is more important

Hmmmz well lets openly discuss it, ok ask you guys a question . What is more important your hand or your leg??.....Weeeellll BOTH are important, but I do agree that my time management SUCKS!!!! thats why I often end up fellowshiping with older people than my church hehez

I will improve on that as I love to improve myself :)

The other thing was after church went to changi airport with henry family so discuss on future plans and I will stand up in certain positions

WAITTTTTTT I know some of you will say this in your mind, how can I serve if I always nv come to fellowship LOL I expected this in your minds :p

Well I notice one thing, everytime I go fellowship people don't reconise me but when I don't go EVERYONE prompt me why I am not there this and that....If you trace my attendance CAREFULLY you will notice that I was attending frequently for the last 3 weeks then yesterday I suddenly cut off haha.

But just in case I applied the position of a SUB so there will be a MAIN just in case. Oh ya will start with ivy's secret plan soon.......

amen

Nothing will stop me

Well today is a perplexing day, I started the day happy and went to the gym, uncle francis intro a new nasi briani stall in bedok int beside KFC and treated me by passing me money and also wanted me to help him buy..... so went but there was a SUPER long queue thank GOD I got a book to read so I dun waste time....

After eating uncle patrick suddenly call me ask me why today nv go church lol so just joked with him and continue...when I was ready to go I found out that my ezlink was LOSSSSSTTTTT

But in the end after so much I gone through I still will forever have my faith in GOD and my confidence in Him :)

Went to tell parents but miraclously they were not angry :P

So went to bedok to meet my ITE friends for dinner...ate ate ate LOTSA food. ended the day at a HK restuarant , anthony pronounciation was super powderful.... Pai Ku Wang fan* (Pork ribs rice) He said Pai Ku Wan Fan* (Pork ribs PLAYS rice) EVERYONE WASS LAUGHING lOL....

But tomorow have to go settle ezlink and get my new bible :p

Wonderful things

Hi :)

During monday after my school, I was immensly stressed as I lost my notes which was my hardwork and had all my stuff. But that night I was still woring but I wanted to watch the singapore rally to forget stuff for a while, thats when zijie chio me to bedok 85. Didnt want to go but in the end still decided to go. Went to eat chicken wings and stuffz.....

I read a verse from the bible... Proverbs 3:25-26 :"Do not be afraid of sudden terror Nor of trouble from the wicked when it comes, For the LORD will be your confidence."

Then I went to sleep peacefully, the next day I went to the class that I lost my notes and I FOUND IT under the tabel :) I felt it was a miracle cuz the cleaning lady would have thrown it away or someone would have took it.

Then today I woke up late so went to take a cab......but I was impressed by the taxi uncle, he was full of wisdom in many areas. And he is also a christian so I was quite happy today, I prayed for wisdom and the LORD have answered by providing me with many many wonderful things :)

GOD take cares of stuff

Hi people, I have something to share, I feel that GOD is GOD not only because HE take care of big things in life but ALSO small things!!!!

Well today is sunday and I had a karate exam before that which was saturday, I had 2 incidents I was walking halfway and slipped and almost broke my ankle but strangely there was a force that pulled me up and I was saved :)

The second incident was I was day dreaming and almost crossing the road when suddenly a taxi which was speeding suddenly break infront of me and there was a super strong smell of burning rubber, I was shocked but I thank GOD :)

Today was very enjoyable for me the karate thingy was also quite fun, there was a part we had to split and for our head to touch the ground I did that but suddenly I hear a load "CRACK" sound on my inner joints I was like ooohhh shit...I thought I broke my hamstring but thank GOD it got even more flexible :P

Now preparing for my 3 test in this week :)

May GOD be with me

15/8 part 2

While waiting for the cca to commerce I took the opportunity to read more about romans and to study my Etec theory which is super complicated to normal people.

Thank GOD today got alot alot of people help out, otherwise have to move super heavy stuff. I think I even got a post nowadays, I am the HR head and the cca councilar :)

I created the post myself. cuz I wanted to be someone powerful yet dun have to do shit jobs.

After cca went to my karate, and suddenly there was a new kata which I have to learn but thank GOD after so much brain torture, I actually got smarter, My ability to learn new stuff rapidly is getting better.

So I have a theory, it is good to be confused or experiance stress from studying, it makes you smarter :p

Looking forward to tomorow's fellowship bahs :)

15/8

Today was a great start for me, woke up went to bus and read the new king james bible which I bought but forgotten I have long ago. Was quite inspired by the book of romans, for those who walk in the flesh shall not live but those who walk in the spirit shall have life :)

Teacher was doing theory now in practical class as we completed all our labs. The class is still very confused and knoweth not the topic and subjects. I manage to complete almost everything but it seems the class are stuck at the first few sections, After I found that have have leadeth and completed the most, I took a break reading Romans chapter 10.....And thought more about life, GOD's love for us and LORD jesus christ.

After the class I am now in the entreprenuere club room, still poundering bout LORD jesus.
I pray that GOD may be with me for the 4 final test

1 Etec practical wire connections
2 Etec Theory part 1 (from DC to AC capacitors)
3 Etec Theory part 2(from AC single phase to 3 phase circuits)
4 AutoCAD drawing test

And also a karate test this sunday which I think everyone can sure pass de....super simple excersizes.

I have 26 days left for the REAL major Etec exam....I am seeing good signs I pray GOD may be with me amen.

Money management

I recently prayed to the LORD for some financial help, so I can be stronger and more independent as a person.....Deep inside me I know that I cannot depend on my parents forever, I have to find a way to generate income.

After reading so many books I found a few that is helpful, one of them is "Secrets of the millionaire mind" by T.Harv Aker. The book is more on mentality of people who are millionaires or simply people who manage their funds efficiently.

Through the book I learned to save my money for different purposes and how to change my money blueprint. A money blueprint is the mentality that has been placed in you or taught to you on how to manage money. Do you notice that some people are just so good and talented in making money grow and to be rich while some keep spending all they earn and never able to make their ends meet.

When we were born, we did not know about money or on how to manage it, it's our parents who taught us about money, and its concept. To some families money is "hard to earn", "evil", "does not grow on trees", to others "money is good", "Money lets us do more", "Money can help others".... These concepts were placed in us by our parents, so subconsciously the way we handle our financial life is through these.

If you can change on how you think about money then you can let money be your servant instead of you master. Many of you may think this is mumbo jumbo, or self physcoing. But I assure you this is not.

Everything in this world is a result, GOD created the earth, so the result is earth, Study hard and the result was I topped the class, Eat unhealthily the result is You will get FAT......

These are the examples, inso money is also a result.....But people always focus on the results without thinking bout the process.....

In order for something to manifest it starts by thought...... Or I should say if you see a fruit tree, the fruits are the results but the start is the ROOTS....

If you got good roots you bear good fruit if you got bad roots you got bad fruits.

You must change the root that is the way you think bout money which is your blueprint.....

Well I just thank GOD for so much wisdom HE have given and the financial help :)

Updates

Well I have 2 more phase test

1) Drawing test which everyone can refer to book and talk to each other
2) Wire connection test which is super super easy

Drawing test I think confirm can get a B
Electrical wire test confirm can get B and above
Electrical theory exam I think I top the class so prob can get A

But I not very sure bout it hmmmmz better not be to overconfident first.

I also have a karate advance belt exam this sunday prob get double grading that means I will be able to jump grade straight to a higher belt level cuz I am quite old :p

Then after this week I will be able to fully focus on my exam and GOD :)

yuppie......

Confusing day

Today's test was another breeze but everyone cheated and I admit I did too, cuz there were some parts I don't know how to name so I ask around how to name the drawings :P

Well may GOD forgive me of my sin but 2 more test to go, then I can fully unleash my power in Etec exam at September :)

Went to billy bombers today with my sister and ate a honey chicken with 2 choco milkshakes, the staff seem to be smiling at me lol man either their gay or they amazed by my appetite.

Most of my classmates from last time said I have grown muscular but I only gained 5kgs of muscle so I felt if I gained 10 more kgs then confirm look more balanced

Thank GOD :)

12/8

Hallelujah praise the LORD, today's test was a breeze super easy just needed to draw a few lines connected together and pass it up though there was somethings I forgot to write down but I will at least get 95/100 for it I guess.

Today was kinda relaxing, learned new chapters and GOD gave me the wisdom to solve most of the problems. We learned the 3 phase Alternate current circuit.There was a lot of new formulas, VERY FUN :)

Anyways I found out that my malay classmates CANNOT touch the bible then I was like LOL man hahahahahaha.....so went to bible shop in simei...as most of you know it is the "True Vine" and my malay friend could not go in so he went to meet his gf hahahaha.

I wanted to get the Life application , new American standard bible but it was SOLD OUT!!!! Have to wait 2 weeks before it arrives :P

I really look forward to it, I feel like GOD didn't let me have it straight aways cuz HE wanted me to DESIRE it and to THIRST for HIS word :)

Thank GOD :)

11/8

This morning woke up and thanked GOD for giving me life and strength to go on :)

Went to gym , trained shoulders and back...thanking and thinking bout GOD in the gym....praised GOD amen , our GOD is great.....hallelujah. Then brother yen came, we all trained and went for lunch.

Me, uncle francis and brother yen discuss about revelation, youth olympics, business and all those stuff that young people will feel bored :P haha

Talked to brother yen as his a supervisor in his church youth group. He gave me some ideas and advice on why youths nowadays are not doing well in their lifes.

To solve most of the problems of youths remember these following things.

1) GOD loves you.....nowadays youths feel empty so they want to find BGR or sex to please their inner man, but GOD loves you :)

2) Grace is what we don't deserve yet GOD give......Mercy is when we Deserve to be punished yet GOD don't give us the punishment.

3) Have courage to accept failure, people nowadays cannot accept failure or judgment and break down or do weird stuff.....have strength in the LORD.

Then went down to drink tea with uncle francis at this malay restuarant.....the roti prata is great man.

Continue in some man's talk and went back home. Played some bball and manage to pull up 2times hallelujah, thank GOD cuz I can't do pull up but today I was able.

Went home to install a computer program that my classmate gave to me FREE the software cost 900USD!!!!!!!!!!! but he gave to me for FREEEEEEE....... this is GOD given ....

GOD really shows me signs and gives me wisdom, LORD THANK YOU.....I have complete confidence in YOU....

MY HOPES ARE NOT IN THE STUPID CERTS, JOBS, MY STOCK INVESTMENTS, MY RICH FAMILY BUT IN YOU!!!!!!!!

Money is nothing before THEE. GOD, YOU PROVIDETH FOR ME....

GOD YOU ARE GREAT........

Recent thoughts 11-8

Recently I felt that youths nowadays have their lifes upside down, BGR, money, family, body, studies.....they are not focused in on their own respondsiblities and tend to give up on what they are doing easily.

Well take a good look, take a good look aroud the world and your friends. Most of them will have problems either in their studies, or fall in love with a gal or a guy and cant stop fornicating and thinking bout some love story of the both of them together in a happy romantic story, and often REALITY is not like this, and because of these distractions they will SUCK at everything they do, either in GOD, studies, health, family all that.

Some even use GOD as an excuse. I did so when I was in my immature and unwise days around ages 16-17....some people use GOD as a reason to do things, but those are STUPID things......or pray to GOD for some unrealistic stuff....example..."GOD please make that girl/guy by gf/bf, GOD please make me a millionare asap...GOD make me this or GOD make me that....

Are the teens even ANALYSING themselfs and look deep in themself logically......

DUN USE EMOTIONS AS AN EXCUSE......

Emotion plays a part but we are in CONTROL.....cuz GOD gave us the will to do things!!!!

One more thing to say... WE WORSHIP GOD CUZ HE DESERVE TO BE WORSHIPPED BECAUSE HE IS GOD!!!! not because we feel like it!!!

Feelings can be FAKED....GOD is the TRUTH,the WAY and the only LIFE!!!

The problem now is that we have tooooooo many distractions in this world. MY own way of solving is similar to some wise men....LIVE simple and enjoy every moment In THE LORD, Amen.

Live simple does not mean you have to be poor or all that, but simply to HUMBLE your heart and prevent tempting yourself by putting yourselfs in riskful places....aka pub, night clubs, too much tv all that.

GOD made us to enjoy this earth but still we must remember our piorities and respondsibilities.

My normal schedule everyday is to study, go gym. and ocassionally watch a movie and borrow books. But I am starting to enjoy it as I really see the results.

ALWAYS think before you say anything,
ANALYSE yourself and KNOW yourself.
READ know what is happening in the world.
INCREASE your wisdom,
SET goals.
BE rooted in the LORD.
LOVE GOD...THE BIGGEST COMMANDMANT...

"Father GOD, I come before thee humbled , LORD indeed YE art a great GOD, YE created everything perfectly but we have unbalanced everything and causing chaos , I ask thee that YE may forgive us for our arrogance and sins that are against thee.

Father I ask you that YOU may let our teen's eyes be OPENED, and know what they are doing now, how they are making YOU sad and not pleasing YOU in all their ways.

Father please let us be able, able to accept Thy will no matter what we feel of it. There had been many times that the prophets or saints could not see or accept, like the case of jonas , or of Thy saints, but IN THE END we see the BIGGER PICTURE, they glorified, honoured and PLEASED Thee well LORD.

Father please bring wisdom before the teens of this times, and give them the power and courage to overcome all these distractions and protect them from the lies of the devil, for he is strong but through the blood of our LORD jesus and the power of the SPIRIT, we are free, we BREAK away from all these chains and bonds of the devil...WE ARE FREE IN THE LORD....

Father I ask of you in the name of our beloved Lord JESUS

AMEN"

WCG 2008

WAHAHAAHA great day for me..

Morning went to visit uncles church as he wanted me to check out a new bad call parachute from austrailia.....the band was awesome...I could feel the lyrics and all the small pieces and chords fit melodically.

Guess which church I went to ??? RIVERLIFE :P
But their worship, music and many aspects are great, I really did enjoy it was a different experiance for me.

Anyways I went to meet my buddies, vincent, ben, tim at the WCG games lol super tiring cuz everyone is like a gamer in dota but I dun noe ANYTHING...so watch them cheering and booing lol

Then we went to take pics with some cosplay characters and ate at the carl junior :P

The hamburger was DAMN BIG BIG BIG BIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went to buy book and we went home sad arh me alone ...lol

National day at uncle francis's house

Wahzzz sorry guys camera ran out of battery so didn't post any pics....

But today was incredible....woke up at around 1030 went to eat some macdonalds breakfast :P then was quite nervous cuz uncle told me to play guitar at his house warming by his church people. So I prepared 3 songs to be played.

Went there met lotsa nice people all from river life church. I played some songs but was quite nervous though the event was not very formal

All the brothers and sisters were from the high and middle class . But the unique thing was they were humble in the LORD not like showoffs. They are humble christians hallelujah!!!

Enjoyed the food super super super nice, healthy and high class.... even the tea is branded :p lol

Met alot of people, some businessman, some property management and property people and brother yen also came today....his doing some web and telecom biz.

I really enjoyed fellowship in the LORD today :)

But now waiting to watch NDP hehehehe

Recent thoughts

Recently I start to see my life in a new light, and my principals and goals are starting to show...fruits are being beared....I read many books on goals, motivations, how to succeed in life and most importantly I read the bible.

So I analysed that inorder to succeed in life you have to first create your roots, my roots are in the LORD, though there are times I sinned and disobeyed GOD but I am only human, the important thing is to know how to humble yourself and ADMIT that you have sinned.

After creating my roots, I started on myself...as a person how I look at this world, do you see the cup empty or do you see the cup full...all those stuff.

Then after creating a positive mentality I created goals and things I want to achieve in life....

Then after goals was when I started to create different ways to absorb and learn different things....

And the results are showing nowadays....

In

Studies I topped my class and gave glory to GOD, but I don't want to be arrogant and fall like all the great men, angels, prophets, kings that fall before GOD.

Body I acheive a muscle mass of 65kgs, and grew bigger...GOD gave me genetics to grow big and inso I did.

Business, I learned many different info and how to earn more money and how to handle money more effieciently.

the only thing that I felt is lagging is relationships or love life, well I am not in a hurry nowadays so I can wait.

The main thing is to give glory to GOD...I know I have the ability to do it...when GOD made me HE implanted something in me...some kind of knowledge that I am going to accomplish something in life that is different from alot of people..

I know it LORD....the idea YE have given...

Hallelujah...forgive me of my disobedience...amen

Hallelujah Lord JESUS

Well I woke up as usual and went to school praying and thank GOD for the day and I agreed that recently I have sinned, and I was not shy to admit it and know what to do nowadays(Thank GOD).

I reached school and the first few minutes I reach, teacher said that she was going to release the results of the whole class, that moment was shocking to me and even more shocking when teacher said only 3 person passed. I suddenly felt sad as I thought I might not be able to give GOD glory so I humbled myself and ask GOD for forgiveness if I was not able to do well.

The moment the teacher flashed the results on the screen I was shocked intensely, 95% of people scored from 10-40 points only few scored 45-48, and some of my good friends scored 50, 52, francis scored 58, then I saw my name, 68......

I immediately phraised GOD and shared the testimony with my friends saying that its GOD whom allowed me to do well in this exam......

Hallelujah LORD,