Jesus I let You down

Today was a saddening day for me as I have let the LORD down, in my class test I only got 3rd in class which is NOT good enough for giving glory to the LORD, The ironic thing is it was intially a close book exam but last 10 min teacher tell everyone to open book which in the end I did not as I don't have enough time and only refer to notes.

I kept thinking if it was a close book exam will I be 1st??? but in the end the result was I got 76/100, sad that my best is not ENOUGH for GOD.

I suddenly thought back to the GENESIS days, where Able sacrifice the best to the LORD, I felt like cain!!! my best is not enough to give glory to the LORD....

Though I was not jealous as I study for GOD not man, I feel humbled as one of the top was a hardworking girl who studies EVERYDAY at home, and I feel like I am a LAZY SLACKER......I only touch my books in school at home I just watch tv and msn all day.....

I must change this reality to please GOD....FATHER help me!!!

AMEN.....