Indeed it was meant for good!!!

Today I am utter ashamed yet SATISFIED!!! It was a very long day, went to school but found out that ALL my teachers CANCELLED, so technically I have NO SCHOOL!!! But went to discuss my Final Year Project instead as it was rejected :( SIS and bros PLEASE PRAY for my final year project :) cuz its really a challenge and I only have 3 weeks left.

Then went to help my CCA teacher fix some carts as I am the overall in charge for logistics. After everything went to SWIM!!!

Initially my goal to go swim is to flirt with the girl life guard and to practice conversing with women as I am very FRIGHTENED by them. Was happily swimming and flirting, playing some number and name guessing names. Then she asked me a question that SHOOK my world, "Hey are you a christian?"!!!! , I was SUPER shocked, I was thinking HEY HOW DID YOU KNOW??? Then she shared that she could feel I am a christian because she WAS ONE HERSELF!!!

I was asking God for forgiveness in my mind cuz I think I did a bad thing by wanting to know her with an agenda..........I listened to her sharing and frustrations on her church and relationship with God. Went to swim a few laps and a name just came into my head, sheeming/shimin or something.

Went back to talk to her and found that her name is Stella, counseled her a bit and talked about God, the bible and how God is really a God of Love. That if a man has 100 sheep and loses one of them, after many hours finally find back that one lost sheep....how HAPPY he will be, then I added a final note.....YOU are the sheep :)

I truly enjoyed talking to her and just praying for her as a older brother in Christ, I apologized to her and confessed that initially I just wanted to practice talking to women so chatted with her but she did not believe that I was Terrified with women lols. A verse just came into my head, Treat all younger women with purity and respect as your little sisters :) .....I believed then God has forgiven :) in Genesis 50:20

²⁰"As for you, ^A)">(A)you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good in order to bring about this present result, to preserve many people alive.

INDEED it was meant for good :)

Chatted more about the Holy Spirit and shared that I normally don't swim during Tuesdays so maybe God has send me to bring her back to the heart of worship :P She seem to enjoy the whole time with me and God.

As we were walking to the bus stop, I asked a question:"HEY is your chinese name shimin or something like that??? SHE FREAKED OUT, I was thinking Hallelujah Praise God :)
God is really trying to bring you back sis!!! Heard that most people can't figure out her chinese name but God revealed it to me bahs :)

Lord let Your grace and glory be shown on her :)

Then went to meet my sis for dinner and buy a pair of Nikes as my shoe was STOLEN!!! boohoo butI forgive and bless that person........Watched Angels and Demons which was kinda nice cuz I understand, but this movie seems to attack the Catholics more than Christians LOL HAHAHA!!!