Saturday :p

It has been revealed onto me but I would like to apologize to God, He showed me not to woo that girl and told me to let go. I thought I have really let go, but when I saw her with other guys joking and laughing I get so Jealous and frustrated. Then I realized I have not truly let go, I went to swim, do push ups and then went to the gym for 2 freaking hours!!! To just try to forget her, EVERY rep EVERY stroke I have tried to forget her to forget her beauty, to forget her cuteness, to forget how she stole my heart away without doing anything......I have truly been defeated by a girl this time......

When I let go it is the moment I know what it is true love, true love is sacrifice more than forcing on. I spend the night PRAYING FOR HER,and reading the bible. I though that the group of guys who flirted with her, there was a guy whom I thought was kinda perfect for her so I prayed that God will bring them together if it is His will. Although it really breaks me again and again but I just want her to be HAPPY!!! sob sob(Nah I am not crying :P) LOL

I brought tony to swim today and went to the sauna at De en's condo, had a great bonding and I really understand why the ancient Greeks love public bath houses and sauna's so much. I don't want to let my broken heart affect my serving to God and studies haizzzzz

So emo nowadays :p
Pray for me sisters and brothers :)